The last step…

I should have known that the stunt I pulled didn’t look good with the higher ups. Well, thats what you get for screwing me. Starting Monday, I will no longer bear the mark of an IT Supervisor. I will handle Content Moderation only for the rest of my stay with this company. They’re giving the position to my colleague who at one time was my assistant. He is better in many aspects than be but he has a problem with his organization. 

With that, it seals my resignation from the company. I’ll be leaving by the last week of February or at the beginning of March. 

It seems that I’m loosing so much things in this year. My love, and now my job. I guess this is what people call as karma. I wonder how much more could go wrong this year now that its almost the end of the year? I’m pathetic.

Something new

 

Mitsubishi Space Gear

My dad has always wanted to buy one of these and he finally was able to just this week. In celebration, he’s taking us out on a family ride to wherever we want. Surely, it will bring back some memories when the Honda Civic was bought years ago. I wish my mom was still alive to see this. She’s been wanting to have this new van.

Anyways, I’m feeling a bit nauseous today. Got splitting headaches as well, despite me sleeping early last night. I wonder if its all the thinking I’m doing? I really need to break out this weekend. Maybe when I pick up Civ: Revolution, I should be better. I still need to get better at Soul Calibur IV though. My brother is starting to kick my ass with his created characters. I’m trying to perfect my playing style with Talim, since she’s usually underestimated. She’s cute though. The kind of little sweet girl I’d have for a daughter.

Fotomi~

Ranka Lee, what about my star?

I’ve been try to settle my nerves a bit recently and it seems I found the music than can somewhat comfort the sadness in my heart. Ranka Lee (as seen in the picture to your left) has such a heavenly refreshing voice. I love the fact that she’s innocent and pure. Could it be because she has no clue about her past that randomly haunts her from time to time?

Still I think Alto is such a wuss and a douche, and pardon for the language but he really is. Two women who obviously care for him a lot trying to get his attention. Will that guy ever take a hint? He’s so dense. Was I like that when I was with m beloved? I sure hope not. If I was I’d hope that she’d told me about it. Not that it matters since its too late now.

Anyway, my brother and I have been digging Macross Frontier. We did a marathin that started yesterday and ended abruptly just a few hours ago since I only have up to 19 episodes downloaded. I would have loved to get Shinens sub’s but it seems they dropped it. Lunar and gg have both good subs but gg’s is in MK format and Lunar’s is a wierd AVI encode because my PS3 can’t recognize it despite it being a DIVX/XVID codec.

Here’s the song:
アイモ～鳥のひと[Aimo ~ Tori no Hito] – 中島愛[Nakajima Ai]

Afterthought…

Well, my site and personal domain has gone down. The 1 year contract is finished and I believe that there is no more reason to continue with my posts. After what happened I just think it would be suitable enough for me to just fade into the darkness from whence I came. Its unlikely that people will follow me here but how long before they find out that I’m here?

I’m running away from a love that I could never grasp. I’m running away from a love that seems to have forgotten my sadness. Most of all I’m running away by myself. In the hopes of healing these wounds, this blog will provide much refuge for my thoughts. The thoughts that I have always kept to myself, my own world if you insist. 

The rain has ended, but there is no sun…